sweet brown goddess residing

open your mouth   I'm a brown, queer, lesbian interested in radical theory, baking, masturbating, kink, BDSM, comics, gardening, wine, music, and dogs. Random things mostly and furious venting on public transportation. 18+ cos I post kink/bdsm/sex loveliness.

therapist suggested anti anxiety medication. sigh such a hard pill to swallow. i knew something was up with me but i wasn’t sure to what extent. everything has suddenly become so difficult to follow through with. i have trouble calming down and relaxing in most situations. i avoid doing even the most basic tasks because i get concerned and subsequently overwhelmed. i fainted at Afropunk due to (what i hope) dehydration. my body is just not in the best shape despite the weight loss. my therapist wants me try to curb negative thinking and really focus on self-care since i expressed a hesitancy with trying medications. but she gave me full disclosure that it might not be enough. i might be too tired, too tapped out to try to stop negative thinking on my own. i just know i want to feel better.


she told me i was too young to have so many tears.

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#personal  #updates  #tw mental health 

she has a habit of pulling off my clothes just to watch me lie around naked

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#dating adventures  #she has 

Debating subscribing to essence magazine

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#or I'll just steal my mamas  #seems more appropriate now 
cosplayingwhileblack:

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Characters: Hunson & Marceline
Series: Adventure Time

cosplayingwhileblack:

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Characters: Hunson & Marceline

Series: Adventure Time

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#squeeeee  #adventure time 

fats:

theavantguard:

brownnipplebraggadocio:

#BlackExcellence is turning the “Cups” song on its ass, okay.

too much good in one place

AHHHHH

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#too cute  #nicki minaj  #cups 
#FreeEisha Trans Woman of Color Faces Attempted Murder Charges for Self-Defense →

janetmock:

Self-Defense is Murder When You’re A TWOC. Eisha Love, a Trans Woman, sits in Cook County Jail, Division 9, and there she awaits trial. Why? Because…

Another young trans woman of color faces attempted murder charges after defending her life during a group attack in Chicago.

Please sign + share!

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#eisha love  #free eisha  #twoc 

assbutt-in-the-garrison:

bloodwort:

frusturbation:

janefondle:

xpsycho:

eatimitationcrab:

setbabiesonfire:

Sgt. Thomas McVicar of the Jersey City Police Department shot 22 year old Kwadir Felton, leaving him blind, after Kwadir pulled a gun on him, he claims. Kwadir Felton denied the accusation, stating that he doesn’t even carry guns.

"I don’t understand!" Felton yelled at a police officer before his mother was removed from the courtroom. "You didn’t have to shoot me in the head for no reason! You trying to charge me with something I didn’t do!"

Sign the Change.org petition and get this story out there.

SIGN THE PETITION. Still at least 1,000 signatures needed. SIGNAL BOOST THIS or i will judge you.

This post has 140k notes, yet the change.org petition only has 44k. Sign the damn petition! 

This broke my fucking heart.

hey this needs about 16k more signatures

SIGNAL BOOST

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#signal boost  #police brutality 

manakahandmade:

"Purple Riding Hood" - Fairy/Pixie hooded dress in plum. Perfect for cooler weather as it has a large hood to protect you from the wind and the cold. You can also put down the hood and wear it off the shoulders for a different style in warmer weather

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#it's her again!  #black women